1. Don’t Read My Diary
(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)
everything is perfect in my perfect little world
I found everything I’ve wanted in this perfect little girl
but I heard a little story that you’re telling me is true
you’re telling me it’s my fault, you’re telling me we’re through
I’m gonna take a step back, I’m gonna take a deep breath
and now that I’m relaxed I’m gonna rip your fuckin’ throat out
‘cause you fucked me, then you fucked up
& you fucked me up, you fuck! you fuck!
you fucked me, then you fucked up
& you fucked me up, you fuck! you...
everyone who knows you says you’re doing really well
at making sure the devil saves a place for you in hell
well, at least now I’m not sorry for the things I put you through
‘cause you’re doing worse things to yourself than I could ever do
you’ve got alot of nerve, but you got what you deserve
now stay the fuck away from me before I fucking kill you
‘cause you fucked me, then you fucked up
& you fucked me up, you fuck! you fuck!
you fucked me, then you fucked up
& you fucked me up, you fuck! you...
fuck’s the only word I think of when I think of you
‘cause fuck turns out to be the only good thing that you do
you fucked me, then you fucked up
& you fucked me up, you fuck! you fuck!
now everything is fucked up in my fucked up little world
I can’t believe I ever fucked that fucked up little girl
2. Suggestion Box
(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Craig & Mark)
you’ve got plans at hand to help myself
it could be alot of help
it could be somebody else
it could be the way to make it to the wealth
it could be best left to rest upon your shelf
‘cause everytime I hear "you know what would be great"
I just have to turn my ear & say
I wouldn’t wanna be anyone but me
I don’t think of you so why don’t you not think of me
every breath you waste I don’t hear anyways
I don’t think of you so why don’t you not think of me
you know everyone to get me far
it could be another star
it could be a brand new car
it could be the way to bring me up to par
it could be I like things just the way they are
3. I Can’t Stop
(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)
I think about you and I start to smile
that only lasts for a little while
I write a different ending in my mind
and watch that movie every day & night
I can’t stop thinking about you, now that it’s over
I see you smile and it makes me sad
how did I ever let it get so bad
I hear you laughing and it makes me cry
I wonder if you ever wonder why
I can’t stop thinking about you, now that it’s over
I don’t know why I thought you’d care
I guess I always thought you would be there
but since I haven’t changed a bit
I guess you wouldn’t really give a...
4. Out of Time
(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Mark)
I’m comin’ back someday, I hope it’s you I find
if I can find my way, ‘cause now I’m out of time and I am out of time
remember the smiles we shared when you still thought smiles could not be there?
remember the dreams that tell ‘bout the days before, when we knew us well?
forgive all the why’s that break you, forgive all the lies that take you
forgive of yourself for sure ‘cause
I’m comin’ back someday, I hope it’s you I find
if I can find my way, ‘cause now I’m out of time and I am out of time
forever is where we met though it seems too far of a where to get
forever is there I bet but you won’t see ours if you dare forget
forgive all the why’s that break you, forgive all the lies that take you
forgive of yourself for sure ‘cause
I’m comin’ back someday, I hope it’s you I find
if I can find my way, ‘cause now I’m out of time and I am out of time
nothin’ like you’ve seen before, everything and even more
I know my way to there it’s true but I can’t take that step for you
all the light you’ve never had but can you finish being sad?
you’ll only know by letting go
I’m comin’ back someday, I hope it’s you I find
if I can find my way, ‘cause now I’m out of time and I am out of time
nothin’ like you’ve seen before, everything and even more
I know my way to there it’s true but I can’t take that step for you
all the light you’ve never had but are you finished being sad?
you only know by letting go........
what’s a life worth living for if you don’t walk though every door?
all you need is what you have but still you never hear you laugh
everyone will leave it’s true but is it worth not knowing who?
you only know by letting go.......
I’m comin’ back someday, I hope it’s you I find
if I can find my way, I hope it’s you I find
‘cause now I’m out of time and I am out of time, yes, I am out of time.
5. Cheek to Cheek
(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)
I hope that I don’t make you feel uncomfortable
so I’ll apologize in advance
but I’ve been thinking about making you feel wonderful
ever since I saw you from the back
I wanna lick your ass
I wanna be cheek to cheek with you
I wanna lick your ass, lick your ass
maybe this is something you’re not used to
may I suggest another glass of wine
but this is something that I feel I have to do
ever since I saw you from behind
I wanna lick your ass
I wanna be cheek to cheek with you
I wanna lick your ass, lick your ass
please, on your knees
are you ready to be pleased
‘cause I’ve been waiting, salivating
ever since I’ve seen...your ass
6. Eggs
(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)
I wake in the morning and she’s ok
she goes to the kitchen & makes some eggs for me
she smiles when she tells me "have a nice day"
she’s sweet and she’s quiet,
& she don’t have that much to say
‘cause she’s the best girl in the world, but she is not my girl
she always is ready to have fun
she lets me roll over when I am done with her
she never needs me to "understand"
‘cause she understands that I can’t help I’m just a man
‘cause she’s the best girl in the world, but she is not my girl
she’s the perfect girl for me, she’s the one I really need,
but she is not my girl
she’s the one I’m dreaming of, she’s the girl I really love,
but she is not my, she is not my girl
I walk through the front door and she’s alright
even though she’s been waiting half the night for me
she dishes my favorite...cookies and cream
but when I wake in the morning,
I find "the best girl’s" just a dream
‘cause she’s the best girl in the world, but she is not my girl
7. Medicate
(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Craig & Mark)
look at me, I’m happy as can be
medicate is the way
it’s the way I’ll make it through another day
an end to my confusion, but it takes away the best of me
and in my med’s delusion, I’m not even really happy
medicate! medicate!
I don’t really care if it makes me feel numb,
it makes me feel dumb,
just make me look like I am having fun
wanna be just like, so happy
medicate is the way
it’s the way to make the sad face gone today
an end to my confusion, but it takes away the best of me
and in my med’s delusion, I’m not even really happy
medicate! medicate!
an end to my confusion, but it takes away the best of me
a chemical illusion that I’m in too far to see, so
medicate! medicate!
8. As Crazy As You Are
(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)
maybe think before you speak again
make sure your stories all make sense
do you even know what you just said?
I know you’re spinning around,
but I can’t stop hanging around
as crazy as you are, I love the you you are
maybe next time try using your head
or just keep your mouth shut instead
do you even know what you just did?
I know you’re spinning around
but I can’t help hanging around
as crazy as you are, I love the you you are
crazy...what’s going on in your mind?
crazy...freaking out all of the time
crazy...never met one who was not CRAZY
why do I hang around with you?
I must be crazier than you
as crazy as you are, I love the you you are
9. The Other Side of You
(music: Craig, lyrics: Mikey & Mark, melody: Mark & Craig)
Nothing left to say. Nothing left to do
Nothing left to bleed. Nothing left for you
Nothing left to share. Nothing left to miss
Nothing left to hold. Nothing left to kiss
Nothing left to forget. Nothing left to forgive
Nothing left to remember. Nothing left to live
Nothing left to pray. Nothing left above
Nothing left to like. Nothing left to love
I’m standing at the door to the other side of you
The pain is dripping slowly and it’s all that I can do
Soon you’ll be a memory a memory that’s through
I’m standing at the door to the other side of you
Nothing left to hide. Nothing left to hate
Nothing left to worry. Nothing left of fate
Nothing left to argue. Nothing left to fight
Nothing left to sparkle. Nothing left in sight
Nothing left to manage. Nothing left to defend
Nothing left to work. Nothing left to mend
Nothing left to savor. Nothing left to die
Nothing left to wonder. Nothing left to lie
I’ve opened up the door to the other side of you
The pain is less ‘cause I figured out that there’s nothing I can do
There is no fear ‘cause it’s all clear and I’m seeing my way through
I’ve opened up the door to the other side of you
I got to see the other side open
The place that you been hiding from me
And even if you want me broken
I come to taste it’s not the place I ever really wanted to be
I’ve walked on through the door to the other side of you
It feels so free to be like me and there’s nothing I can do
Now I’m stepping fast to get on past to the other side of through
I’ve closed that heavy door to the other side of you
10. I Couldn’t Sleep At All
(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Craig & Mark)
for you I didn’t yearn as I tossed & turned, staring at the ceiling
wondering how you were, oh wait, it’s late
that’s not what I was meaning to say
it was just a bad day at my work & then some jerk that cut me off
my shirt still smells of you, it’s 2:00, I have to cough...
I couldn’t sleep at all last night, but it’s not because of you
you were not in my head as I rolled in bed, staring at the ceiling
thinking how you were, oh wait, it’s late
& hot and I’m not feeling too great
something that I ate, the flu, or thoughts of you escape
I think I’ve seen this show before & now it’s 4:00 and I’m awake
I close my eyes, turn out the light, but I can’t sleep a single night
I’ve counted sheep upon the wall, so many pills, I’ve tried them all
still there’s no peace within my bed as thoughts of you stay in my head
there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do to sleep until the night is through
11. Take Me Away
(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Mark & Craig)
it was a day like any other day it’s
true
until that day became the day that I found you
there was a fear, a rush that hit me by surprise
a thousand years of us appeared within your eyes
the hours upon the line into the night were long
they brought me to a time when I would sing your song
and though the dreams you dreamed about us all were true
now all the dreams you dream about is without you
Take me away to the day that I found you
Bring me away from this day that is new
Take me away to the day that I found you
I want to stay there with you
we dared to share the things we shared with no one else
I often stared, like I was sharing with myself
I saw the fear upon a face I knew as strong
to disappear I knew a place, you came along
I saw the light about your smile, I saw you glow
and every night I drank in very, very slow
for knowing that this moment here was soon to go
by going back to being someone that you know
Take me away to the day that I found you
Bring me away from this day that is new
Take me away to the day that I found you
I want to stay there with you stay there with you
It’s not an act! It’s not a play!
There’s nothing anyone can say
To rearrange this dream I miss
My being changed from just one kiss
Take me away to the day that I found you
Bring me away from this day that is new
Take me away to the day that I found you
I want to stay there with you
Take me away to the day that I found you
Bring me away from this day that is true
Take me away to the day that I found you
I want to stay there with you
I don’t know knowing shows tomorrow’s often sting
I just know knowing knows that sorrow often clings
still knowing no, while knowing you, I’ve known of we
as knowing goes, remember next time knowing me
13. Spinnin’
(music: Craig, lyrics & melody: Mark)
it’s just a regular day in every regular way
and regular’s how it always stays
so all the difference I see is just the difference in me
indifference is where I’ll always be
spinnin’, yes I’m spinnin’ & I don’t like what’s in front of me
spinnin’ fast & tryin’ to pass the past behind, remind to be
spinnin’, yes I’m spinnin’ & it’s not a place I want of me
if I could just stop spinnin’ for a minute I’d see what I see
it seems I spin all the time & when I spin I do find
I spin right by all my peace of mind
now spinnin’ never is fun, ‘cause spinnin’ makes me undone
don’t know, will spinnin’ ever by spun?
spinnin’, yes I’m spinnin’ & I don’t like what’s in front of me
spinnin’ fast & tryin’ to pass the past behind, remind to be
spinnin’, yes I’m spinnin’ & it’s not a place I want of me
if I could just stop spinnin’ for a minute I’d see what I see
...it’s just a regular day in every regular way
and regular’s how it always stays...
14. You Must Be Smokin’ Crack
(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)
you always said you’d never do it
but now doing it is all you ever do
you used to think it was the worst thing in the world
but now you just became one, too
if you still think I want you back
you must be smoking crack
if you still think I want you back
you really must be smoking crack
somebody told me that you think I’m all messed up
because I’m still in love with you
but when you do what you’ve been doing
every thought you think you start to believe as true
if you still think I want you back
you must be smoking crack
if you still think I want you back
you really must be smoking crack
16. I Finally Hate You
(music, lyrics & melody: Craig)
you’ve really done it this time
I really fear that I’m
getting attached to you
and all the hell you put me through...I do
because I never knew how much I really cared for you
til the day I started to hate you
was the day I knew that our love was true
the day I started to hate you
was the day I knew that
I would spend the rest of my life with you
I finally hate you, I do, I finally hate you
how did you do this to me
‘cause I never wanted to be
in love with someone like you
and all the shitty things you do...to me